Like many, I have spent a large amount of my Christmas being a little too-well aquatinted with the sofa. For a few days of that, I was struck down by the vomiting bug and rendered lifeless and lacking in energy. Before that, I suffered a cluster of migraines that lasted 10 days, so on the whole, I've lost my running groove!
Over the past two weeks, I have clocked up 22 miles, which is not bad going for me. However, today was my first run after the bug. And it hurt. I ran for 5 miles, every one was as painful as the last. My knee hurt. The wind met me head on at every corner I turned. I thought I was going to be sick. I glanced down at my super-duper Garmin (my Christmas present) and felt further dejected when I saw my pace was bobbing between a 9:43 and a 10:03 minute mile. I can't remember the last time I ran at that pace. I called on all the mantras and motivational tools I knew of. And I managed to keep going. But I hated my run. "I want to give up running" I thought briefly.
But I won't. I am really only at the beginning of my running journey, and I know that running veterans have times like this. I plan to rest tomorrow and go out again the day after. The one good thing was that the sun finally came out! (Albeit, after I got home!) But I'm taking it as an omen.
Here's a little something you may have read before, but I love it:
"Excellence is an art won by training and habituation. We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an action but a habit." Aristotle
hello! i used to run quite alot until i bust my knee and got an ACL surgery 3 years back and THEEEN i got pregnant (funny how these crutches and bandaged knees do wonders hehe) and this year i am starting to run again! so it's quite nice to see a fellow mommy runner! you are a motivation!
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erda from singapore and i am your new stalker! hello!
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Hi Erda,
ReplyDeleteGlad you are finding my blog motivating! Keep running, xx